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12:59pm 06/07/2006
 
mood: happy
music: panic! at the disco
yeah so today is my beautiful day off but im doing nothing right now.. it honestly feels great to do nothing.. its pretty hard working two jobs and shit.. yea so i got off the past three days.. so now its back to working my butt off tomorrow.. ehh whatever.. its summer ill try to enjoy this.. i still cant believe im going to be a senior this year.. to a point i feel like i should be graduating college.. then again i feel like im still a freshman.. but its a good thing im not.. so on july fourth me and guy went up to the beach.. we got a hotel that we reserved like 4 months ago.. it wasnt too far from the beach.. we chilled all day and watched the semi finals for the world cup.. italy and france is playing in the world cup on sunday.. im going to try to get a morning shift so i can celebrate with everyone.. guy spent so much money on decorating shit so he can go all out.. im only fake italian but whatever.. i have too many nationalities as it is.. so we also went in the jacuzzi.. at night me and guy went to the panic! at the disco concert.. i had already seen them on a different tour a few months ago.. but this was amazing.. they had like dancers and actors and people like doing shit on stage.. and they are amazinnggg performers!! i want to gang bang them all.. hahaa.. yeah so it was a nice place.. and the dresden dolls opened for them.. all around amazing time.. after me and guy left we saw some fireworks.. they kinda stunk but whatever.. we went back to the hotel and left the next morning.. amazing holdiay with my baby!! i love you guy.. thanks for everything <3 yeah then yesterday when we left we went out to breakfast with his family.. then we went back to his house.. later we went out to lunch with his family.. we eat a lot.. then later we went to see click again at the movies.. we had already seen it but we went with his family.. i love that movie <3 then after he brought me home.. the end.. update more later <3Heath x0x0
 
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long awaited update   
01:30pm 27/06/2006
 
mood: tired
music: afi
well well journal its been a long time.. i havent written in so long but whatever.. ive been busy.. im finally out of school and summer 2006 is here!! ive been working a lot and saving for my car.. i have my license and ive been getting my shit together.. me and guys ten month was the other day.. things have been good.. and i dont know.. i forget how to write entries.. so im just gonna go.. ill try to stay updated.. <3Heath x0x0
 
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tuesday...   
05:39am 14/03/2006
 
mood: tired
music: tbs
yea so yesterday was monday.. school started out okay.. i was in a really good mood for some reason.. so child care- we got lectured.. spanish- we took a test.. i studied so much but i never seem to know what im doing.. math- he lectured.. english- we went to talk to our guidance counselors.. i was so mad.. my counselor pretty much sat there and told me how i was gonna fail at life and shit.. and how i was making huge mistakes and i would regret taking these classes.. he was like well dont come crying to me when you get rejected from every school you apply to next year..hmm i have an idea.. go fuck yourself.. ill come back in four years with my degreee and ill leave a copy on your desk.. so you can see what a stupid prick you are.. yeah people aggravate me.. i usually like my counselor too but whatever.. people suck.. so journalism- we did nothing.. physics- i tried so hard to understand what we are doing.. i even took a desk and sat right in front of the board.. but no matter what i do it just wont click.. now i know how aleasa always felt in math.. i honestly feel like the problems are written in german.. its awful.. like everytime i think i get something.. everything changes.. and no matter how much i pay attention.. it wont sink in.. i hate physics.. history-- he lectured.. then i went with aleasa so she could go tanning.. aggravating day.. i had plans to come home and sleep all day but i couldnt sleep when i got in.. i did homework and talked to mom for awhile.. later i drove to driving school again.. wooo!!! driving schools boring.. good thing i finally talk to more people.. after driving school i went home.. guy came over for like an hour.. hes leavin this weekend for his vacation.. its only three days but i just realized how much its gonna suck :( then i was thinking about how hes leaving for two weeks at the beginning of the summer.. i dont even wanna think about that.. so last night guy left at like 10.. i went to bed.. the end <3HEAth x0x0
 
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woottttttt   
05:44am 13/03/2006
 
mood: hopeful
music: none
wow i havent updated in awhile.. i keep meaning too but ive been busy.. so i finished my first week of driving school class.. woot woot.. i am determined to get my license and a car by this summer or maybe my car in september.. it depends how backed up the road lessons are.. so i drove to driving school the other day.. and my dad said im getting so much better.. even i can tell im doing good.. woooo!! yea so schools been okay.. i decided next year im taking it easier.. i mean i already know where im going to school and that im going for early childhood education.. i already have pretty god grades in hard honors classes.. so im gonna destress and relax a little.. but dont get me wrong im not slacking.. i just dont see how ap biology and ap history will ever help me as a teacher of 4 year olds.. so id rather take classes i enjoy and that will actually help me in my major.. im also taking a lot of writing classes because i want to take a minor in writing.. so these are my classes i think i will take next year.. as long as my schedule works out.. ap english.. or if not honors english, financial services (working in the bank), journalism 4, child care 2, personal finance (1/2 year), sociology (1/2 year), writers workshop honors (1/2 year), child psychology (1/2 year), and being a tutor.. yup sounds like a plan.. so lately ive been going to school.. meetings.. practice.. and driving school.. guy cut down his work schedule and i see him more now.. this week is his spring break too.. on friday hes leaving for his college trip.. :( im gonna miss him.. so i was gonna go to the club on saturday but im working.. ohh yea work pretty much owns my life.. i feel like i live there lol.. oh well i like my job.. so i also tried on my prom dress i was gonna wear.. but im a moose and the zipper couldnt zipper.. so im wearing my green dress from new years.. i <33 that dress!! yea so in case no one knew.. me and kyle are going to prom together.. unfortuantely hes three feet shorter than me.. uh oh.. lol.. i also decided im going to a new hair salon.. and the last week of march im redying my hair black.. then the dirst week of april.. IM GETTING A PERM!!! and its not going to be a loose one either.. im getting a tight spiral perm.. i hope it looks good.. i dunno.. i love changing things.. so im not nervous.. then for prom.. my hair will also be curly.. added bonus lol.. yea i dont know.. im rambling.. be back later.. <3HEATh x0x0
 
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Thursday..   
06:04am 02/03/2006
 
mood: tired
music: random stuff on my computer
yea so yesterday was wednesday and the late day.. so school was okay i guess.. someone was parked in aleasas spot so we got an excused tardy.. woot woot.. so spanish- we took notes and did work.. english- we went over stuff for the sats.. journalism- me and aleasa are actually doing an article.. lunch- ate lol.. physics- took notes and played with balloons.. "I hope it has to do with ice cream because I want ice cream.. did i say that out loud??" haha i love my stupid table.. after school i had three meetings.. geez louishe.. how am i supposed to be in 3 places at once?? then i walked to work.. i worked 3-9.. then i came home and chilled with mom and steph, did my homework, and edited guys paper.. then i went to bed at like 12.. the end <3HEAtH x0x0
 
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*We're covered in lies- And that's okay*   
06:47am 01/03/2006
 
mood: okay
music: you're a g-d- vertical horizon
yea so yesterday was tuesday.. it was an okay day.. i was in a pretty good and hyper mood.. childcare- took notes and played with the kids.. math- took notes and reviewed for a test.. journalism- talked and the ususal journalism stuff.. lunch- was lunch.. history- watched saving private ryan.. yea so todays wednesday and i dont really like this day too much but whatever.. so then yesterday i had meetings and dance team practice.. were ordering costumes thursday.. im excited for the big show.. but next week im showing my solo that i choreographed to everyone.. ahhh.. its like a jazzish dance to you're a g-d by vertical horizon.. i <3 that song.. well anyways after dance i came home, got ready, and just chilled.. later guy picked me up.. we watched walk the line.. it was good but of course i fell asleep.. surprise surprise.. so yea i went home at like 12 last night and i was sooo tired.. now its the late day but i gotta go get ready.. update later <3HeAtH x0x0
 
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its soo cold..   
05:55am 28/02/2006
 
mood: freezing!!!
music: the tv in the other room
so yesterday was monday and the first day back to school after vacation.. me, guy, and mom had been up til like 12 on sunday night playin scrabble and then i couldnt sleep.. i got about 2 hours of sleep which sucked.. so anyways.. school was okay yesterday.. good times in journalism.. haha i love those kids <33 so today is tuesday and its an easy day for me.. yesterday after school i went to the doctors and waited like 17 hours.. then i came home and slept.. then i woke up and ate.. then went back to sleep.. and then woke up because guy stopped by for like an hour.. we were all wicked hyperr.. animal noises haha.. i went to bed for real at like 1030.. now im getting ready for school.. update more later.. i love my guy!!! haha <3HEAtH x0x0
 
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04:35pm 26/02/2006
 
mood: Owww.. wicked bad headache..
music: none
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(YoU lIKe ME bEttEr oN mY kNEEs- So LEt Us BreAthE- DoNt yoU asK me)   
02:33am 26/02/2006
 
mood: happy
music: taking back sunday!!!
so vacations been pretty good.. i dont wanna go back to school.. ive done soo much homework over vacation.. i have three completely finished chapters of my novel.. woot woot.. soo ive went to the club, went laser tagging/ go karting, hung out with the girlies, and been with guy.. school work and works been dominating my life though.. i feel like i never see guy anymore.. things have been rough lately though.. TODAY IS ME AND GUYS SIX MONTH ANNIVERSARY!! HAPPY SIX MONTH BABY!!! I LOVE YOUUU SOO MUCH!!! <333 yea so guys parents bought me an awesome dooney and bourke bag and im so excited!! i love them!! uhh i cant really think of anything else spectacular about vacation.. ive just worked on my journalism and english writing folders.. i mean its not too bad though figuring i love to write.. i wrote a poem about josh the other night.. i miss him :(.. on a happier note, guy surprised me this morning with tickets to TAKING BACK SUNDAY!!! im pumpeed!! i know its in may, but im so excited!! i love my boyfriend!! i also love my job.. who wouldnt want to be a cashier?? i <3 it!! yea so im going to driving school the first two weeks of march.. im probably the most excited person to ever go to driving school.. i mean im kinda late.. ill be 17 and a half on march 28th.. but whatever.. im putting money away to buy a car in september.. wooo i will drive before im 18!! come april ill actually see guy more.. i mean we do see each other like 4-5 times a week.. but were used to being together constantly.. its never enough lol.. well i dunno.. ill update later <3HeAth x0x0 :)
 
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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAYY!!!   
06:27am 15/02/2006
 
mood: happy
music: nothing
yea so yesterday was valentine's day!! i hope everyone had a great night!! i know that i did :) so it was tuesday.. i went to school.. it was okay.. after i had a meeting and then i had practice.. we left practice early.. and i went home and got ready in legit 7 minutes.. so guy picked me up and we went to his house.. he cooked sooo much food and we had chicken caccitorie, shrimp cocktail, fusili, and even chocolate covered strawberries.. yea it was all really good.. so i got guy a polo sweatshirt, chocolates, and a stuffed animal.. and guy got me chocolates, a dog thing that says i love you, and a real rose preserved in gold.. its soooo pretty and it never dies.. he also gave me my shoes but i got those like 2 weeks ago because i loved them.. so me and guy had an awesome night.. i love my baby sooo much!!! I LOVE YOU GUY!!! (8/25/05) <33333 muahhh!!! <3HEAth x0x0
 
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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!   
05:33am 14/02/2006
 
mood: excited
music: vanessa carlton!!
yea so sunday was a really big storm.. guy picked me up and we chilled at his house for awhile.. i had been too scared on saturday night to see final destination 3.. but we saw it on sunday.. it was really good but a little creepy.. so after we tried to go to marcos but failed because of bad weather.. we went back to guys and stayed there for the rest of the night.. then he drove me home later.. i had no school yesterday which was monday.. i stayed in and cleaned and did the rest of my spanish project.. then i worked 3-7.. they tried to get me to train on a mock register.. but it ended up breaking so i didnt have to finish.. i just got to go ring.. yesss!!! yea i actually like my job.. so today i have school.. meetings.. and practice.. then im coming home to get ready.. and then ill be with my baby.. im going to his house and hes cooking me dinner.. im soooo excited for tonight.. i cant wait!!! I love my Guy!!! well ill update more later <3HeAth x0x0 HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! <3
 
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ummm..   
02:12pm 12/02/2006
 
mood: bored
music: vanessa carlton.. my love !!!
so yea friday was okay.. i had school.. me and kyle are officially going to prom together.. he drove me to work too.. yea so i worked 3-7.. then i went home and did homework got all ready.. guy picked me up at 11 and we went to dres birthday party and barrys house.. it was okay.. im sick though and i didnt feel good so i went to sleep.. yea i went home at 2.. then yesterday was saturday.. i randomly woke up at like 9.. i did most of my espanol project.. then i went shopping for valentines day with mom and steph.. guy picked me up maybe around 3.. we chilled at his house til like 1 in the morning.. i love my baby!! <333 yea now its snowing and ive been online all day.. guy better pick me up soon.. my mom doesnt want me going out in the snow.. oh well.. <3HEAth x0x0
 
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*OnLy ShaMe- WheN yoU BEg AnD JuSt ComPLaiN*   
06:41pm 09/02/2006
 
mood: pissed off
music: comedown- bush
yea so yesterday was wednesday.. school was okay.. after i walked to work.. i love it.. i didnt have to do training.. i just started right away.. its easy enough.. yea so today was thursday.. my day was actually pretty good.. i had school.. meetings.. then practice.. not in an updating mood.. fuck you <3HeATh x0x0
 
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*And fires a beautiful sound- And the ways that you burn to ashes my dear- And ashes just fall*   
07:00am 08/02/2006
 
mood: happy
music: smile empty soul
yea so yesterday i had yearbook pictures for my clubs and stuff.. child care- watched a wicked nasty and graphic movie on child birth.. played with the kids for a little while.. i love that class <3 homeroom- went to take pictures.. math- missed half the period because i was taking pictures.. yea i stayed down there the whole time.. but i still managed to miss one of my pictures.. then i went back and we reviewed for a test.. journalism- gossiped and talked as usual.. lunch- it was just me and jen since aleasa didnt go to school.. history- watched a movie.. then i actually had no meetings for a change.. i went to practice.. it was okay.. then i came home and guy came over for a few.. i showered and got ready and we went to his house.. awesome night with my baby!!! i love you Guy!!! :) <333 so at like 10 he brought me home.. jimmy was here with steph and i went to bed at like 11.. todays the late day.. i also have my first day of work training 3-7 today.. update more later <3HeAth x0x0
 
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*No OnE To TAlK To To- No onE to HOLD mE*   
05:59am 07/02/2006
 
mood: anxious
music: Hear Me- Kelly Clarkson
yea so yesterday was monday.. school was boring and i was absolutely exhausted.. child care: we took notes.. spanish: we talked about nothing and started the next section.. math: no one was here so we did nothing.. english: we reviewed for the test tomorrow.. journalism: i talked to jen, marilin, jawn, and aleasa as ususal.. lunch: i ate food.. physics: notes on sound.. sand lol.. history: i napped while he lectured on nothing.. then i went home and did homework.. i slept for like an hour.. i had work orientation with lauren and this kid from 5-9.. but we got to leave at 8:30.. that was good because i was sick of watching videos and listening to this guy talk.. after i came home and went to bed at like 9.. im still tired though.. somethings wrong here.. thats about it.. but i misses my Guy.. :( oh yea and today i think i have pictures for the year book for clubs and such.. fun fun.. <3HEAth x0x0
 
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PANIC! AT THE DISCO IS A MUSICAL ORGASM!!   
05:25am 06/02/2006
 
mood: exhausted
music: nothing
Yea so the concert on saturday was amazing.. wooo!!! yea we were with tons of people there but mainly it was me, aleasa, jawn, amanda, liz, and brian.. haha good times running through the streets screaming.. annoying dances and music on the train.. sexy bartender.. haha sooo funnn!! :) after we went to get food and then guy picked me up at the train station.. there was some drama.. but still an awesome night.. i fucking love panic! at the disco..mmm i want you to fuck me.. and i want your babies.. woot woot!! i was really excited that there was an extra ticket for jawn.. aside from the fact that he saved my life a million times in the pits.. he really wanted to go badly and he deserved it a lot.. and we had like 3-6 rows of people in front of us.. we got so effin close!! orgasmness! so after me and guy stopped and got me food and then we went to my house.. jimmy and steph were there too.. guy left at like 130 or something.. then i went to bed around 3 or something.. yesterday was sunday.. i went with guy to a family party for his little cousins birthday.. then we left and went to barrys superbowl party.. it was good for awhile.. aleasa came too!! my whore.. yea so anyways things got bad when people decided to be immature.. for all you assholes you think your funny.. and you think i only got scared cuz im 17 and "immature".. grow the fuck up.. im not the one throwing fuckin eggs off a balcony.. whatever stupid people.. treat guy like shit.. your the ones who are gonna lose a good friend.. i mean without him.. there wouldnt have even been a keg.. so yea i hate ignorant people who need to be smarter or more mature.. ya not like that would happen.. ohh well as long as i have my baby.. everythings good.. people are jealous assholes.. so fuck yourselves.. and have a grande fuckin day!! Yea i have the best boyfriend ever.. i dont blame anyone for being jealous.. :) yea so anyways.. today i have school.. and tonight is my first day of work!! woot! <3HeAtH x0x0
 
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*RaiNdRoPs On RoSeS- AnD GiRlS in WhiTe DrEsSes- ItS slEepInG wiTh RoAchEs*   
12:08pm 04/02/2006
 
mood: excited
music: panic! at the disco
yea so things have been pretty good lately.. tonight is the concert woot woot!! im pumpedd!! i cant effin wait.. so the past few weekends everyones been partying at barrys house.. yea me and guy are doing good.. pretty soon it will be 6 months!! :) i love my baby <33 so i start my new job on monday woo!! schools been okay.. i dont know people annoy me sometimes.. yesterday was 4 months since josh has been gone.. josh i miss you soo much angel.. i hope your doing good and i love you soo much.. watch over everyone.. we love you <3 :( so hopefully later ill see my baby since we havent been seeing each other too much lately.. jeez i dont know what im gonna do when he leaves for 2 weeks this summer.. uh oh.. well im gonna go get ready for later.. muahhh <3HEAth x0x0
 
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(There's one thing I can do nothing about)   
05:38am 31/01/2006
 
mood: exhausted
music: tbs
soo things are going pretty good.. mid years went okay.. when i have all my grades i will post them.. so i didnt go to school last friday and i spent all day with guy.. haha.. so last night was monday night and the dance show.. awesome job guys!! we kicked major ass!! :) yea and i have one more day tomorrow at work.. then the new job begins on next monday.. yea i dont know im tired <3HeAth x0x0
 
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hmm..   
06:02am 24/01/2006
 
mood: tired
music: none
yea so the weekend was good.. mid years yesterday was gym and spanish.. today is math and english.. ohh jeezz.. <3HeAtH x0x0
 
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*WhAt's YoUR FaVoRiTe PosITioN- It'S cool- ThAt's NoT mY fAvORitE BuT I'll Do IT FoR YOU*   
08:52am 21/01/2006
 
mood: okay
music: fuck her gently- tenacious d
yea so last night guy picked me up and we went to marcos.. he had to get something and i just waited for him and listened to his new cd :) after we went to barrys.. umm there were a lot of people there.. it was me, guy, barry, marco, carmine, nick, gerard, laci, lindsay, ashanti, claudia, and anthony.. i cant remember anyone else.. yea i was pretty drunk.. the night started out really good but of course there was drama.. well at least its all figured out now.. i have work now 10-4.. i dont wanna go.. grrr.. this sucks.. i cant wait til my new job starts.. even though i havent told this job that im leaving yet.. so im feeling kinda in a better mood now.. tonight i think me and guy are going to another party.. well ill update more later <3HEAtH x0x0
 
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